Day 18

We are almost at the closing of my speaking about my narrow walk journey and as I sit and reflect like I always do I get lost in thought as I commune with the Lord about what the journey means for me

You see making the decision and taking the steps necessary to be on this journey was no easy task, It is an indication for me that speaks boldly to the fact that I am simply ready to live outright for God literally withholding nothing, I know that is a bold statement to make but honestly there really is no other way to live a full and whole life

God created me for Him, He created me to serve Him and to live out purpose and already there are many graves filled with purposes that have not been fulfilled and I do not want to be one who could have but never did, a memory of potential and what could be, I want to be one who lived out the dash to the fullest leaving behind others who will be so inspired that they too will have a desire to walk in their own purpose of fulfillment

I don’t by any means feel as if I am perfect or without error because I do mess up however what my aim has now been is to daily ask God to keep me in alignment with Him as He orders my steps, how has that been working? Well it has brought less stress and certainly caused me to draw even closer to Him because taking this journey means including Him in every area of my life no matter how insignificant I may deem it to be

In order to be at this place and in this space spiritually I had to make my mind up and also declare that no matter how hard I would ride it all out because My Lord calms every storm and even if it doesn’t calm He will still sustain me, why? because of the commitment I chose to make with Him in mind

I am definitely a different person today and I owe it all to the decision I made to simply change  and as I continue my journey with Him I look forward to the victories, the growth, the lessons

I am Ineke Murray and I walk with God