Day 15

Sitting here looking at my sister friend as she lays in this hospital bed makes me realize even more just how fragile we are.
Yes, in an instant everything can change causing one to question everything and forcing one to see how real one’s own mortality is.And then, just as quickly as those thoughts I paused in mid thought as I realized that during times like this I have always thought about the fragility of life but never truly taken living right daily as a serious matter until now
You see my Heavenly Father God shows up and shows me things often and while in the moment it has an effect usually after the fact things quiet down and it’s back to business as usual yes in those moments His words mattered hmmm 
What I am learning during this narrow road walk though is that the lessons are sticking with me and are causing me to want to change, causing me to want to be better not just for me but Him as well
God speaks loudly and in whispers and it is truly up to me to decide to not only listen but also apply and as I journey on, as I sit here with my friend I whispered a word of prayer while also asking Heavenly Father to keep me in alignment so that every lesson He is teaching me I will not only learn but apply to my life intentionally wherever needed this in essence better prepares me for what is to come good or bad
On this Sabbath Saturday I am still leaning into my Heavenly Father God with my eyes and heart wide open
I am Ineke Murray and I Walk with God